You know when you spend the with almost no sleep whatsoever for three nights in a row? Yeah, you get tired, can’t think straight and feel dizzy and you just can’t imagine what a pain in the ass writing this blog now feels. But luckily I managed to hunt down some more information on the existence of Holy3. I started this project of finding this place on a rather silly and childish way of a doomed strategy. I created a fake e-mail account, posted some topics regarding Holy3 on various sites on deepweb and waited, while of course searching different PDF files, sites, links in order to find either the PDF report or the fucking place itself. I should mentioned I was doing this in my spare time (which stupidly took my sleep time) as my full time job permitted me from doing otherwise.
Luck was not on my side for the first day or two as my posted threads were not responded and my fake e-mail account remained empty. However on the third day I’ve got an interesting e-mail from “happymiller” which stated the following:
i saw your thread and i think i have some interesting stuff about that place. i haven’t seen the place itself but i did read the report (not the one posted in the archives) i dont have it but you can find it in txx private collection, this fucker has loads of occult shit pdfs and whatnot…so yea, bye.”
I quickly replied asking if he has the link and if he could give more detail on the contents of the report. Simultaneously I started to search for this txx private collection. Just to point out I was aware that happymiller might just be pulling my leg.
His reply (copied from the mail account)
“no, dont have the link sorry. the guy had it in his occult section so i regarded it as strictly mumbo jumbo shit. but other then that it was similar to the one you posted, just better presented i guess. the information was fucking same with the whole mods, chatsite, dreams and stuff. they did theorise what empty gardens are, the incident and other stuff i cant remember. the pdf also had the link to the site but it just gave you a blank page. bye.”
Ok, I’m very much interested in the theory of empty gardens but far more am I interested in what did he mean by the incident, since this is another fresh thing from Holy3 mythos. I immediately replied with a question on this to subjects.
“so, what do you wanna hear first? guess ill start with empty garden theory…the pdf had these theories what the empty garden is and as i remember it ranges from being an actual garden near richmond district in san francisco, being some witty methaphor, some said it refers to the source code HTML or Java others said its clues are in a fucking elton john song. as for the incident it refers to a transcription of a video some guy posted. the pdf said that a user posted a vide showing his brother going crazy days after he went on the chatsite. hope this helps. bye.”
Some interesting things our happymiller has to say so I asked him if he can give a little more description of the video transcription. Luckily I had a reply in hours.
“yea, i hope i can remember though. a guy posted a video on a holy3 thread, i mean in a thread where the holy3 was linked or id rather say planted. the links seem to be planted on random threads by users who never seem to contribute anything other then this link…anyway the video. the pdf described the content of the video that some guy took of his brother some days after the crazy bastard visited the chatsite. he said that his bro started acting like a mental patient days after he had seen the damn thing and posted the video and a small description on the board. pdf described the contents to some details and as far as i remember it showed four different clips. first one is a night vision clip that happens in the room of the guy filming and his bro (they shared a room i guess) and the guy is awoken by his brother talking to no one, or at least his bro sees someone. the clip continues as the bro guy stands up from his bed and goes out, the camera guy follows and they end up in the living room at the corner behind the zofa, there the bro guy is quietly sitting on the floor and just stares at this empty space on the wall and comments to someone. dunno what he said. the second clip shows a home dinner party, family on the film and seemed like thanksgiving but am not sure…anyway people having a good time in the living room and all of a sudden there is a scream coming from the kitchen, everybody rushes and finds the bro guy under the table sobbing, they calmly try to get him up but the guy just screams something about a person not leaving him alone, he refers to “she” i think. the third clip happens in the night, the whole family is awaken by some rumbling in the bottom floor, they go down and the camera shows the bro guy slamming a shovel into the wooden floor of the living room. they try taking the shovel away but the guy goes all fucking crazy and screams something like “its the only way”, an older guy, probably his father wrestles the shovel away and they take him upstairs. the final clip shows him crying and a woman, probably his mother, confronting him, he sobs just “im sorry, im sorry but its the only way” and then it ends. more info on the pdf report reveal that this guy was then handed to a psych ward and he was not sleep walking as the guy remembers everything. he claimed to see the dream girl and needs to find the door so he can get peace from his memories or some shit like that. hope this helps.bye.”
I was kinda spooked when reading this reply and I started to wonder about my friend and his strange behavior when I visited him that day. I also start to wonder who or what Dave is, is he the answer? Is the door? Does Empty Gardens mean the door? I thanked happymiller for the reply and asked him about Dave, however didn’t get any reply as of yet.
My journey continues and this keeps getting weirder and weirder. Till next time.